I just discovered something really interesting about myself. I was cleaning the kitchen today, and I had really let it slide. I was thinking just how much better I'd feel if I did the dishes and swept and mopped, when the thought entered my head that my positive sense of self-esteem is somehow tied in with me being clean, neat and organised. I actually feel like a better person after I've cleaned.
Strange.
Work is becoming routine, which is what I want. As I'm moving along, I'm able to do more and more each day. I'm working for myself, nobody is pressuring me, but the sense of routine is "settling in" with me, and giving me a perspective that makes it easier and easier. I'm happy for that.
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