What a wonderfully productive day today!
I managed to sit still and get some work done. It's been a wonky few weeks so far, but I really think I'm settling down into a routine now. In hindsight, my stomach was bigger than my eyes: I was worried so much about everything that I was accomplishing nothing. So I've switched it up a bit: right now, the emphasis is on working, and nothing more. Slowly, I'm building a routine that works for me. And, once I'm settled in that routine, I can take on a new, big, life-changing task i.e. going to the gym. It's just a matter of getting settled first. So, I'm NOT over-burdening myself, and I'm not putting myself to the fire. Day by day, in small, incremental steps.
I wanted leaps and bounds, but I'll settle for a slow shuffle.
Something was bothering me in my ear a day or so ago. Naturally I thought it was ear wax, so I cleaned it with a q-tip. It seems I may have popped a little cyst or pimple, because today there was blood in my ear canal and I can feel the coagulated blood interfere with my ear drum. I won't be able to clean that ear for at least a week, to let the pimple heal and, hopefully, go away.
I can't really speak to much about this openly, but I have some dark and scary business to attend to tomorrow morning. I have to be up at the crack of dawn and I need to polish up a bit for this. I'm NOT looking forward to it, but there's no way out. Gotta face the music. Wish me luck.
All Good Things.
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