Whew! Work was REALLY busy, and I just didn't have the stamina to make a full go of it. But even in my diminished capacity (I'm sleepy-tired as hell today) I still managed to pull off a respectable effort.
This is yet another day where I'm feeling extremely well. Like I said, I'm sleepy, I woke up way too early. I woke up well (lots of energy, no grogginess) but by noon I was starting to feel the effects of not enough sleep. And I wasn't on the respirator last night; I took it off in my sleep.
I'm not even going to be hard on myself for my failings this week. Fuck that. That's the negative, nagging voice in my head telling me that everything I do is inadequate. I am rather going to celebrate my successes. Next week I'm *finally* bringing the gym into the equation on a regular basis. As with work, even if I don't hit my targets, the whole idea is to get me into the routine, and the processes I need to learn to get through a day.
I am really coming around. My thanks to all the people who've had faith in me, and offered words of support and kindness. I love my friend's list on Facebook. Each and every one of you is... fucking awesome! :) All Good Things.
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